mis·for·tune
ˌmisˈfôrCH(ə)n/
noun
bad luck.
an unfortunate condition or event.
plural noun: misfortunes
"never laugh at other people's misfortunes"
synonyms: problem, difficulty, setback, trouble, adversity
Misfortune. That's the word that describes my life at this very exact moment. Misfortune.
A set back, a problem, possibly a failure. The life that guides green for others, shines black for me. I have only 1 purpose. That purpose, is to spread my misfortunate life to the people who follow me, the people around me.
One moment I'll be your muse, the next you'll be my victim.