Izuku Midoriya is a 16 year old boy, he has planned his own death, yes that is right, he is planned how he is going to kill himself and he decided to try multiple times, he is so determined to die, and no-one in the class notices.
A depressed and suicidal child who acts happy around others, his mother died recently due to suicide saying she didn't want to be near his useless self, and nobody, not even his childhood friend knows about his situation.
His friends leave him out in almost every activity, this makes him overwhelmed with emotions and makes him fall into deep depression thinking they don't care about him and only pity him when he is upset, but when they try and stop him from killing himself, what will he think and do?
⚠️Trigger Warning⚠️
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Self harm
Suicide related conversations
Suicidal thoughts
Suicidal actions
Character death
Eating Disorder
Attempted suicide
Swearing
Blood
Hints of a seizure
Mentions of a seizure
Kidnapping
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(This story has mean inko in, when she was alive)
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If any of this bothers you or makes you uncomfortable either skip the scenes or don't read this book.
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What happens when the happiest greenette in 1-A tries to kill himself over and over again? Will his classmates be able to put a stop to his self hatred or will they have to painfully go to his funeral?
Read to find out!
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Ships!
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(If you are unhappy with them then I don't think you should read his story)
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Bakudeku
Minatsu
Shinkami
Momojiro
Seroroki
Erasermic
Beneath the indifference plaguing Todoroki's personality lies the dark, unforgiving truth he conceals. When the abuse that he's suffered for years begins to erase the person that his classmates know him as, how will they react? How will Todoroki react in return?
[Completed on 11/14/21.
#1 in bakutodo on 01/15/22.
#2 in suicidal on 01/28/23.]
⎯ Trigger warnings ⎯
▪︎ Suicidal thoughts/actions/ideations
▪︎ Self-harm
▪︎ Abuse, murder, and violence
▪︎ Toxic, manipulative, and abusive relationships
▪︎ Substance abuse
▪︎ Homophobia
⎯ Notes and disclaimers ⎯
▫︎ Triggers not limited to those listed above.
▫︎ This fic is not intended to promote/encourage any of its dark/sensitive themes/topics.
▫︎ I do not own BNHA/MHA. All credit for the series and its characters goes to Horikoshi Kohei.