Lost Cause

Their words, their hateful stares and disgusted glares.
They don't understand the damage, no one really does,
Until you are forced to put up with it, yourself,
Until you are the one who has to go through life, being tortured.

My name is Alexandria Oxford, but I prefer Ally. My whole life I have grown up with expectations. Like my mum for example, slim tall, super model figure and smart, my dad; successful businessman, smart and every women's dream guy, my older brother; architect major with straight A's all through school, my sister; psychology major and straight A's like her twin. And then theres me, I may have straight A's but I have different ambitions for my future, I want to be an artist, someone who influences people with my music or someone who is a role model for those who are struggling.
But in order to be all those things I must first achieve what I like to call perfection.