Pain Killer - 𝙲𝚊𝚝𝚒 𝙼𝚞𝚛𝚛𝚢 - Wattpad

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Pain Killer

Irlylikewaffles

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Reads 1,565
Votes 80
Parts 35
Time 5h 18m

Irlylikewaffles

anxiety christian clean cleanromance collegestruggles comingofage delilah depression faith findinghopeingod hope love psychological romance sad safelove softboy suicidalthoughts suicide trauma uri youngadult

[Completed AND EDITED Novel]
"You sure you're alright?"
"Yep, I'm okay." I purse my lips, watching the little dust particles float in and out of the phone's light. "I got my required dosage for the night."
"What is that?"
"You."

For as long as she can remember, Delilah has battled her demons at every waking moment. But one day, her expectations of life begin to disentangle when she has a chance encounter with a smiling stranger.
Numbing her pain, his unwavering smile becomes an antidote to the shadows that plague her existence.
A pain killer, if you will.


Officially re-edited!
enjoy!

Contains themes of suicide, anxiety, depression, and self-harm. Be aware, there is NO sugarcoating
Now available as a hardcover on Amazon! ~ Pain Killer - Catherine Buchholz ~All Rights Reserved

anxiety christian clean cleanromance collegestruggles comingofage delilah depression faith findinghopeingod hope love psychological romance sad safelove softboy suicidalthoughts suicide trauma uri youngadult

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The Situation

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