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Cursed // JAMES BARNES FANFIC

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Parts 66
Time 8h 11m

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"James was too perfect to be true." I say as I fidget with my hands. "I didn't think anything of it until the day he did that to me, and I don't think I'll ever recover from it." I glance at Eden who was happily eating her yogurt. 

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"She was my Angel until something snapped in me and I couldn't handle my anger towards her. I still took my medication but somehow..it just wasn't doing its job." I say as I speak about Cassia to my therapist. "We had a perfect family, perfect life. She was perfect for me until I revealed the true me to her.." I chuckle. "And I guess that's what triggered my aggression." 

"What did you reveal to her?" My therapist writes down into her note book before fixing her glasses and looking at me. 

~~~

TW:VIOLENCE/GORE, SEXUAL ASSAULT, MISCARRIAGE, MENTIONS OF ABUSE / PHYSICAL/ EMOTIONAL ABUSE, RAPE, CYBER BULLYING, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS. 

Contains: pregnancy. (For those who don't want to read a James Barnes fanfic that contains pregnancy). Drug use, mature language, sex, age gap, self harm. 

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