The One After [SHAWN MENDES]
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  • Reads 134,926
  • Votes 6,171
  • Parts 147
  • Time 17h 23m
Complete, First published Jan 13, 2022
Mature
He said he loves me. 

Shawn actually said the words

I've never wanted anything more in my life, yet for some reason...it doesn't feel right. 

Is it because he said it when I was falling apart?

Or because it was only in response to me pathetically bringing up how I feel again?

I don't want pity-love.

I want love that's like exploding fireworks. 

I want love that doesn't leave me with doubts.

I want love that inspires songs. 

I need to be loved for who I am, not because he misses me or is lonely.

I want it to be easy, not so painfully hard.

I don't want to feel like he's settling for me after having lost the person he truly loves.

Mostly I want him to love me more than he's loved anyone else, and I know that's not possible. 




Highest Wattpad rankings:

#1 in #shawnmendes 5/10/22
#1 in #mendes 4/4/22
#1 in #shawn 5/12/22

#1 in all three at the same time 6/5/22
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