Screaming inside my soul

hello there

im just another nothing, the girl who hates talking and shuts everyone out. Today was the first time in months I talked to my sister.
Im horrible. I spent more time crying then trying.

I don't want to try.

no one cares. Maybe thats because I dont open up.
And on top of that shit,
My mom thinks Im some demon possed person. Mostly because of my taste in music
slipknot, FIR, SWS, PTV,MTW, Of Mice And Men, And BMTH mostly Bring Me The Horizon And Of Mice And men are my favorite, but whatever. Im tired of faking, I want to be dead
I want to feel nothing. I have one thing on my bucket list before I leave,
Warped tour
my mom would never ever let me go. But I would at least want to thank the people who helped me through so much before I leave.
I wish That everything would just be done
So oneday I am saying goodbye. I wish That someone cared but they don't. This is me. The girl who loves, razors, death, Metal , That girl who people see as 'seeking attention' or some other crap.