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The Light in My Life

nicodiangeloxmalec

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Time 7m

nicodiangeloxmalec

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Phil is Dan's hope, that's all there is to it. Phil is the reason Dan loves life, Phil gives his life meaning, life, hope.... but one day Phil has enough of Dan's refusal to come out and leaves. The aftermath of Phil's departure from Dan's life.... (Still a lot of PHAN though)

-ONESHOT (However I would very much like to rewrite it to be a chaptered fic going more in depth so please please please comment if you would like to read a chaptered version of this fic)

-This is a PHANfiction, meaning that yes, the story revolves around Dan and Phil's relationship

TRIGGER WARNINGS: suicide, slight depression, character death.... I think that's itAll Rights Reserved

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