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BOOK 2 

L E O

Two years have passed for Leo and his siblings and yet his heart breaking secrets remain hidden, lost in the same shadows in which they continuously neglect to realise they've left him in. 

Will any of them notice before it's too late? 

(can be read as a stand-alone, though some parts may be a little confusing) 

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#1 in #FindingYourself 
#1 in #boyxboy
#1 in #bxblove
#1 in #abused
#1 in #gaylove
#1 in #mentaldisorder
#1 in #Numb 
#1 in #mentalillness
#2 in #Depression 
#2 in #brothers 
#2 in #ProtectiveOlderBrothers 
#2 in #LittleBrother
#2 in #twins

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S T A R T E D 
O4|O4|2O22 

C O M P L E T E D 
O6|O6|2O23

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C O P Y R I G H T 
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