I'm sick of my heart being broken. Day after day, month after month- I can't decide if he's just a dumbass and doesn't know or if he's a psycho and likes to keep this- this THING we have going.
He knows how sensitive I am, and all my insecurities. He knows EVERYTHING, do I don't have to be fake all the time. I don't have to act like someone's always watching me, because they usually are.
I like when he's the only one watching.
I don't have to pretend with him.
I'm sick of everything. It seems like all I do is try- try to meet the standards of damn Mr. Park, of Korea, of the whole damn world.
Years after years, I've tried.
With him, I don't have to. With him, he just...knows. Knows how hard I try, so don't have to kill myself trying even more. Knows my fears, so I don't have to hide them. Knows my love, so I don't have to contort my face into the standards of how emotions are portrayed in others...
I don't have to pretend with him.
His escape turned out to be another way into pain. One that was even worse...
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‚Why are you running away from me?' Minho asked, he didn't respond... he didn't even react at all.
‚Ya!'
‚We don't know each other..we-' Hyunjin said, his voice cold.
‚Are Strangers? I know that...' The brunette didn't let him go, not that easy. ‚That's why I want to get to know you.'
‚You shouldn't..' He simply said, pulling his wrist out of his grip.
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That Day... that one day had been enough to loose his mind. It was meant to drown his break up... fix his broken heart..
But it wasn't fixed... He had lost it... Caught up in something new.. Someone new
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Disclaimer:
All things that are written inside this book are completely made up and are not to be associated with the real idol/s, that I chose as my characters. Please remember that this story is 100% fiction and has zero connection to reality.
Disclaimer 2:
This is a boyxboy story
If you don't like that, then don't read it..
Thank you.
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Genre: modern, romance, angst, suggestive (I'm not writing smut alright?!), fluff
Ship: Stray Kids Hyunho (Hyunjin x Minho)
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Started: 12.10.2020
Progress: 03.01.2021 (maybe continued on a later date)
Rewritten: 25.11.2021
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Cover and Story by @DasDraven.