Sam was a popular kid, in some ways. He had lots of friends, family who loved him, and he was never made fun of in his circle. And yet, with all of these people who love him, he still feels alone. After his kidnapping, he became a shut in, and was diagnosed with PTSD and dissociation problems. Perhaps, if he went to sleep, he could feel better.
(MAJOR WARNING)
This is basically a self insert story, and has many extreme themes of blood, gore, suicide, self harm, kidnapping, dissociation, abuse, eat disorders, and many more. Please do not read If you are sensitive to these things. Also if my friends are reading this, hi!! I changed everyone's names for privacy, so don't worry!
Sometimes, I'm not always sure what to do. I feel like I'm always wrong, like I'm never good enough. I'm invisible and it's as if I don't exist. If I really didn't exist, I don't think anyone would care. I'm all alone in this great big world, I'm lost.
Maddie has never been good enough for anyone. Her perfect sister, Megan, always manages to outshine her. Her father never pays attention to her, because he's always worried about Megan.
Every Tuesday and Thursday, Maddie goes to group therapy, where she shares her feelings. Every week it's the same thing, until Maddie gets a new lab partner: Zach Williams, every girl's dream date.
WARNING: I wrote this book when I was really, really young. It is very poorly written and has a TON of grammatical errors. I'm working on editing/rewriting this.