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Holding On | Bucky Barnes

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Parts 32
Time 9h 40m

It's been two months since Y/N returned to the Compound, but despite her best efforts, she can't seem to escape her trauma. Nightmares haunt her at night, while memories stalk her during the day; a never-ending cycle that she hopes she can smile her way through.

She finds distraction in her busy schedule and a few quiet moments in-between, but no matter how hard she tries, she can't forget. And now that the world knows who she is, she likely never will.
Some see her as a hero, others see her as a weapon. Y/N doesn't know which to believe-especially with the little control she feels she has over her life anymore. 

The journey to recovery is never easy, but Y/N thinks it may be impossible.
 
***

[Part 2 of Reaching Out] 
[Bucky Barnes X Reader]
[1st person POV]

MAIN THEMES FROM PART 1: Y/N with powers, moving in with the Avengers, Bucky+Y/N romance, quick-burn, drama and trauma (of course), fluff on fluff on fluff. 

NOTES:
Follows a timeline where Hydra is still active after 2014 (CA:WS), Avengers didn't break up after Civil War, and takes place ~one year after Bucky's return from Wakanda.All Rights Reserved

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epiphany. (Bucky Barnes x Reader) by gingerthestormwitch

Part One of the "No Tricks" Trilogy. Sergeant James Buchanan "Bucky" Barnes AKA The Winter Soldier doesn't remember much of his past. You are a former SHIELD intelligence analyst with a troubled past who seeks to help him uncover it. What you don't expect is to fall in love along the way. (Bucky Barnes x Reader). Setting: After CA:TWS until/during/after CA:CW - 2014 - 2016. NOTE: As the events of this book take place over two years, there will be multiple time skips/jumps in order for the story to progress without getting boring or repetitive. Just a heads up if that's not your jam. My OC belongs to me, anything associated with Marvel doesn't; I just use them as my playthings. NOTE: This story is for people 18+. There are mature themes explored in this story including but not limited to: suicide, violence, trauma, and graphic sex. There are warnings above each chapter, but just forewarning you. If you are under 18+, I'd suggest you find something else to read: 1) I don't want to corrupt you. 2) I don't need angry parents/guardians coming for me. But ultimately I can't stop you if you do decide to read this story.

Finding You and Me: Bucky Barnes Fanfiction by classybailey

Book 2 in the Soldier's Dolls Series. PREQUEL TO THE BREACHER A super-soldier known as the Red Swan escaped HYDRA a year ago and she's been living in the shadows. She was another super-soldier that did as HYDRA asked, but she luckily found a way to get her brain back. After SHIELD fell, she was was free to do as she pleased. One night, she gets an unexpected visit from an old friend asking for help. He wanted to know who he was. Who better to ask than the woman who freed herself? The only question is, will their past catch up with them? Whether it's their chemistry or the organization that started it all, it's bound to happen somehow. ~~~~~~~~~ "What's next?" he asks me. "That all depends on what you want to know about yourself," I state. "Everything. I want all of my memories back. Do you think you can do that?" He asks with pleading eyes. I've never seen a man like the Winter Soldier seem so happy and vulnerable before. I don't know whether it's good or bad. "Yeah," I place a hand on his shoulder, "I'll see what I can do. We can't do it here though. Someone has picked up on us by now, so we have to keep moving." This will be quite an adventure. ~~~~~~~~ TAKES PLACE AFTER WINTER SOLDIER AND INTO CIVIL WAR DISCLAIMER: I unfortunately don't own these characters (except the Red Swan she's mine bitch back off). Definitely some MATURE content. Read at your own risk :)

The Strongest Soldier by Liv3958

It's 1943, and Y/n is one of the smartest people of her generation, and she's been best friends with Steve and Bucky her entire life. When she's finally given the chance to do her part in the war, she takes it excitedly, and gets to meet Howard Stark, Peggy Carter, and all the scientists in charge of making the first ever Super Soldier Serum. But what will that mean for the growing tension between her and Bucky? And what will happen to her as Steve becomes Captain America and Bucky becomes the Winter Soldier? Y/n: Your name Y/l/n: Your last name Y/f/c: Your favourite colour Y/e/c: Your eye colour Disclaimer: I do not own any of the Marvel characters, just Y/n.

Edelweiss || Bucky x Reader by ahsokas_second_saber

"A gift." One guard says to someone else in the room as he leaves. I groan in pain and scrunch myself into a ball, squeezing my eyes shut. Seconds later I hear shuffling and then someone is beside me. "Y/N?" Asks a voice. No- Bucky's voice. My whole body relaxes and I let out a soft breath. He's ok. ════ ⋆★⋆ ════ Staying together has always been the most important thing to Y/N Rogers. After the death of her mother left her an orphaned 15-year-old, her friendship with her older brother Steve and best friend Bucky mattered more than ever. She latched onto them, finding some bittersweet solace in their closeness. In turn, they finished raising her. The three were inseparable. Even now, six years later, nothing has changed. So when Bucky and Steve both leave to fight in the war the last thing she's going to do is stay in Brooklyn. Nothing's too far if it keeps their trio together. Not leaving everything she knows behind, not shoving down feelings she's refused to acknowledge for years, not even risking her life time and time again. It's the kind of commitment fueled by an infinite amount of love, but guaranteed to end in disaster, every single time. BOOK ONE IN THE EDELWEISS SERIES BOOK TWO: I WATCHED THE SKY CRUMBLE - #1 in hydra (7/5/21) - #1 in marvelsmut (8/7/21) - #5 in hurtcomfort (8/2/21) - #5 in marvelfanfiction (8/2/21) - #12 in buckybarnes (8/7/21) CONTENT WARNINGS: graphic torture, violence, death, loss of identity, themes surrounding sexual assault and predatory sexual behavior between adults, sexual themes, brief anxiety, PTSD, smut, ANGST, swearing. Please feel free to point out typos! (Just be polite about it)- also please keep in mind before passing judgment that this entire book was written over the course of my 8th grade school year Started - October 2020 Finished - July 2021 (Being edited) All characters and events (other than ones of my own creation) belong to Marvel.

Sunrise | Bucky Barnes x Reader by prettybuckincool

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