Letting Go | Bucky Barnes
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Y/N and Bucky's time in Wakanda was needed and helpful after the previous months of chaos.
After three months away, they decide it's time to return to the Compound and get back to normal. Unfortunately for the Avengers, 'normal' means danger; something Y/N is still learning to deal with.
When Hydra reappears and begins to wreak havoc on a global scale, Y/N takes on her role as an Avenger, dealing with feelings of guilt, responsibility, and fear for her newfound family, all while trying to find her place in the world of superheroes and corruption.
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"This is the first time in over a year that I feel like I can really see the world. Like I'm here, not struggling to keep my head above water, not watching from the backseat. And now that I'm here, I see what I can do to help... but also what I can lose. And it's scary."
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[Part 3 of Reaching Out]
[Bucky Barnes X Reader]
[1st person POV]
MAIN THEMES FROM PART 1 and 2: Y/N with powers, moving in with the Avengers, Bucky+Y/N romance, quick-burn and fluffy, drama and trauma (of course), Hydra being dicks as per usual, missions, dealing with trauma, fluff on fluff on fluff.
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