Lost love (Bucky barnes fan fic)

Y/n stark. She was adopted by tony stark he found her on a hydra mission. Tony keeps her as a secret from every one expect the avengers and pepper. When she meets the avengers she felt like home that she never felt before. Their she get treat like human that never before everything was new to her but she manage everything nicely she had a amazing relation between every avengers starting to Steve to peter but every night she dream about that person who was just like her. He was the one who trained her every step every move every fight she fell in love with him. After every mission at hydra she came back hurt she never cared about her wound but he did.

"You know Ella you need to be more careful with your moves" he said while taking a piece of cloth and gently removing the blood that was at her thigh

She gasps at his touch and watch him cleaning the wound gently he look so clam and handsome that she can watch him all day she watch him as he throw that cloth at the corner of the room and he slowly look up at her then their eyes met he smile at her and obviously she smiled back at him

"I don't really care I just want to die or get out of this hell" she said breaking the eye contact and looking at the cold floor they both sitting was it

And then she feel a rough hand on her jaw and gently grab a hold of her chin and move her face to look him then he said "You need to be alive for me and about getting out of here one day we will be get out of this hell......together" with a smile on his face

But that never happens he goes to a mission and never came back and she was adopted by avengers

Will she ever meet him? Will she found out what happen in that mission that he never came back? Is he's still alive?