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Ashtrays

imhereonlyfordestiel

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LECTURAS 7
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Hora <5 mins

imhereonlyfordestiel

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20 year old Nathaniel Milton was drafted out to war where he meets his new enemy, that soon enough will be his friend that turns into a best friend, that turns into his lover.

Inspired by pictures of WW2 soldiers cross dressing for fun and stupid banter with a friend.

note: This is the first fic i've ever written, also i posted this on Ao3 and i'll probably update more and sooner there so check that out. 

tags i couldn't add: Damion's gay, Nathaniel's gay, Enemies to Friends to Lovers, Slow Burn, Accidental Kissing, Drunken Confessions, Language Kink, POV Third Person Limited, Internalized Homophobia, Literal Sleeping Together, Damion doesn't know how to control his emotions,
Damion has a family at home that he doesn't actually love because he's gayTodos los derechos reservados

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