An autobiography of the Author's, Loizen Lariz, love and life journeys, but in a historical fiction way of delivering the storylines. With a subgenres which are romance, LGBTQA+, and poetry. Based on true story and the inspirations of the Author's willingness of writing this masterpiece are the "Dickinson" series, her past experiences, and her beloved girlfriend. This book has a rollercoaster of emotions, has an aesthetic/vintage illustrations that makes the reader having a nostalgic feeling while imagining how the storyline portrays. Featuring the social issues from the society, a disturbing environment she lived in for years of existence, discriminations from homophobics, political involvements, inequality, etc.