Alone: PHAN (On hiatus)
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"My name is Philip Lester. I am 19 years of age. I am alone."
When Philip Lester leaves the comfort of his home to go to University in London he is scared. After he lost his best friend he had excluded himself from the world, knowing his heart couldn't take any more heartbreak. At home people knew his story but in London they didn't. They had no idea why he rarely spoke, why people targeted sad looks at him when they thought he wasn't watching. When he is roomed with Dan, Chris and PJ he starts to open up again. Has he finally found people that can help him forget or should Philip have kept to himself?
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