His Last Attempt
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Last published Wed, Jan 19, 2022
Dazai promised Chuuya that he wouldn't try and commit suicide again. When he breaks his promise Chuuya is devastated and goes through grief. While trying to figure out why Dazai would break the promise he loses himself to the darkness.
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