Hanging On
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Last published Tue, Jan 18, 2022
Viga is a trans guy, who wants to be normal. He wants to be a boy, a real boy who is accepted for who he is. But issues at home make him feel like its all in his head.
Connor is a gay guy, who doesnt know Viga's secret at first but wants to help him. He fully supports Viga, and tries his best to make him feel at home, and refuses to leave him alone.
Will Viga ever come to term with his gender, and realize that its who he is? Or will he be stuck in the transphobia in his head?
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This story is really close to me. I am a trans gay guy and i sometimes have thoughts its all in my head. This story is my coping mechanism to accept that i am who i am. Some of this may be inaccurate but this is fictional. This is NOT to tell people if theyre trans or not, thisbis purely my way of accepting that im trans, and that its not in my head.
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