Life Or Death
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Ongoing1h 40m
Last published Fri, May 29, 2026
Izuku wants to die but no matter how much he wants it, he can't and almost any time he's supposed to he doesn't, so he's just stuck suffering
Until he meets his Guardian & Angel
(Should this book have a ship?? 🤨🤔)
But I am working hard!
I am!
Somebody please....
Somebody be nice to me
I've fought so much-
.. I'm doing the best I can!
Can't you treat me better?
Can't you be nice to me?
WHY CAN'T YOU BE NICE TO ME?!?!
⚠️ WARNING ⚠️
This book contains mentions of the following:
Suicide
Suicide baiting
Rape
Death
Self harm
Violence+
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