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"I don't know if you've ever felt like that. 
That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. 
Or just not exist.
Or just not be aware that you do exist.
Or something like that.
I think wanting that is very morbid,
but I want it when I get like this.
That's why I'm trying not to think.
I just want it all to stop spinning."

- Stepehen ChboskyAll Rights Reserved

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