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Out of my control

twilightlurkerr

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Reads 104
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Parts 14
Time 1h 11m

twilightlurkerr

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Everything was finally alright. Everything was perfect. Scorpius Malfoy finally felt like his life was in place. He had Albus, his best friend, his lover. But he knew deep down, nothing perfect can last. Especially as he had not really paid much of a price. One minute he and Albus were magnets for each other, but in the mere few seconds that Albus took to Open the door, that's all it took for Albus to turn into a repelling magnet. As innocent as he is, the storm took Scorpius with a tide after the calm. Being numb and incomprehensive of what he was thrown into, Scorpius is pushed further into the brink of insanity. Conspiracies, betrayals, and misunderstandings. He is to face them all. Will he be able to overcome his demons and go back to being who he was? Will, he finally be able to win Albus back?All Rights Reserved

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The Smile Has Left Your Eyes by XrainXstormX

"We've been best friends for fourteen years. Did you really think I wouldn't notice? I can see it... in your eyes. Your smile never reaches your eyes." -- When Aspen Ace falls, he falls hard. It's a gradual descent that happens so naturally, Aspen doesn't even recognize anything's changed until he's already neck-deep in an unrequited love for his best friend, Rafe Alvarez. Nervous and insecure, Aspen brings this new revelation to the person he trusts most-his older brother, Alex. He doesn't expect to be met with unconditional acceptance, but the reaction he receives is nightmare fodder. Regret barely scratches the surface of Aspen's emotions when his brother decides to blackmail him, but with no other option, Aspen learns to survive. Aspen can deal with the abuse as long as Alex keeps his sexuality a secret. He'll just wait it out. Aspen will graduate high school with a baseball scholarship and get the hell out of his conservative hometown... if he can endure. But he can't, and Aspen's suddenly fighting not only his brother, but the all-consuming monster in his head.

FATAL SEDUCTION: The Boy In A Cheap Suit | 18+ by Kvng_Diamond

The room was pitch black but I could still see his handsome face. And even if I were put in a crowd and blindfolded, I would still be able to find him. His musky scent wafted across the bed to my nose. My favorite scent in the world. His eyes were on my face and I stared back. It felt like we were communicating with our eyes. Mine was saying "why won't you love me back?" and I was sure that his was saying "why is this dork staring at me?". At the sad thought I closed my eyes and took solace in the silence in the room, calming my raging emotions and fighting the threatening tears. I was half successful when I heard his deep voice. My eyes fluttered open at once as if they had been waiting for him to speak. "I'm sorry for what I said about you earlier" "It's fine" I managed to croak "I was scared and confused but not anymore" I did not understand what he meant. I looked at his face at the other side of the bed trying to decipher what he was trying to say but his face was blank. "Goodnight Marco" he said and closed his eyes. I lay in the same position, looking at the now sleeping figure. I was confused and curious. What do you mean by not anymore? I asked in my mind as if he could somehow hear me. But he couldn't. And I wasn't brave enough to ask. Afraid that my heart would be shattered again by the same person I had fallen madly in love with. The only person my soul longed for. The only person my body lusted for. I lay in that position, watching him sleep till my eyes gave up and closed on their own. ****************************************************** VOTE

Found In the Past by -ScorpionKing-

It's been a month since Albus and Scorpius got back from their ill-advised crusade through time. But things will never be the same as old feelings finally come to light. From the trauma that refuses to stay in the past, to the family tension that has never been resolved, it still seems the only people the two can rely on is each other. After a panic attack leaves Scorpius unable to attend Hogwarts, the distance between the two friends is enough to cause startling realizations. When the Potters come over for the holiday, it seems that this time maybe everyone will be given a second chance. #1 in Scorbus! (6/17-20)

Belial - a fateful night (Vol.1) ✅ by Nezumigami

Belial froze, horrified. It didn't work? That is not possible. His voice had manipulated every human being until now. Is he immune? Or... "What are you?" Belial asked. »» ------------------------ ★ ------------------------ «« Belial has been searching for centuries for his second half - the one that completed him. But where was she? After a long unsuccessful search in hell, he made the decision to search in the world of people - the earth. But what awaited him on Earth was nothing he could have imagined in his wildest dreams. ______________________________________________ Order of the Fate-Series: Vol. 1: Belial - a fateful night Vol. 2: Zackory - a fateful touch Vol. 3: Nix - a fateful kiss Vol. 4: Hope - a fateful moment Vol. 5: Aleksander - a fateful decision (final book) This story is a boy x boy story with a lot of emotion and also erotic scenes. The scenes are marked and can be skipped without having a disadvantage when reading further. My profreaders were my @Kibika and @_girl_on_the_waves. Check out their books, they are crazy awesome ;D The characters and contents of this story are fictitious and subject to my copyright. Use without my prior consent is unlawful as it is an infringement of my copyright. I wish you a lot of fun! Your Mouse Goddess Highest rankings: #1 gaylove #1 demon #3 in boyxboy #3 in lgbt #4 in manxman #5 in gay #5 in love The cover is under my copyright and not allowed for anyone other to use. Artist: Lorala20

bury a friend • drarry by sodomitelover

• • • When Voldemort assigns Malfoy the task of kidnapping Harry Potter and aiding The Dark Lord in finally killing The Chosen One, will the boy who lived finally become the boy who died? • • • What do you want from me? Why don't you run from me? What are you wondering? What do you know? Why aren't you scared of me? Why do you care for me? When we all fall asleep, where do we go? • • •

Always light the candles by dddfakeddd

We are too drunk and he is too close and even though we are in a room full of people, we are too alone. -------------------------- Notes: This fan fiction is dedicated to people who have experienced loss, people who were bullied, who struggled with their sexuality and or their race. People who use humour as their coping mechanism. People who feel like outcasts and freaks. People who fell in love with their best friends. You are not alone. You are Albus. And this is our story. It is also dedicated to grief, for showing me the true price for love. And most importantly dedicated to my one and only best friend. This story would not have seen the light of day, had our paths not diverged and our friendship not quietly scattered to the winds. In the closing of chapters, I made sure that the echo of our promises that we once held were not just words, but something truly heard. I will never not think of you during storms. Make sure to leave your thoughts and enjoy ;) This story can be also found on Ao3.

All I've Ever Wanted (BxB) by letsrunawaycora

Previously Named → 'Deception' WARNING: Mature/Trigger Warning *BOYXBOYXBOY to BOYXBOY Story* ________________________ They came to him, then brought him up and made him feel happy and loved, for once in his life. But just like everyone and everything else, they left him too. He should have known nothing good, ever lasts forever. But damn he wished it could. Then suddenly, he appeared. He made him happy and treated him with so much tenderness and kindness, that he felt if this screwed up too, he'd be so done with life. Now he just needs to be finally rid of the two beings that almost did him under. 6ft under that is. ONGOING: No COMPLETED: Yes

Hope - a fateful moment (Vol.4) ✅️ by Nezumigami

"What do you mean by that? What right do you have to take him with you?" Steve pressed. The demon looked at him with glowing eyes, his bestest friend and greatest love unconscious in the arms of this man. "Hope is my mate, my bride, as you humans would say. I will take him with me to Hell where he belongs. You humans will forget that he existed, because he died in the accident four months ago. Human, live your life to the fullest, that's what my heart would wish for." ***************************************** In an instant, Hope is torn from life, falls low and ends up in Hell. But that's not where he belongs. His mother had sold his soul and so Hope begins his life in hell. He winds up at a slave auction and is sold to a demon who has been waiting for him all his life. Can he win Hope for himself? What is truly behind his fall into Hell? ______________________________________________ Order of the Fate-Series: Vol. 1: Belial - a fateful night Vol. 2: Zackory - a fateful touch Vol. 3: Nix - a fateful kiss Vol. 4: Hope - a fateful moment Vol. 5: Aleksander - a fateful decision (final book) You should read the previous volumes first to understand the plot of this book. This story is a boy x boy story with a lot of emotion and also erotic scenes. The scenes are marked and can be skipped without having a disadvantage when reading further. My proofreader is @livblace. ;D The characters and contents of this story are fictitious and subject to my copyright. Use without my prior consent is unlawful as it is an infringement of my copyright. I wish you a lot of fun! Your Mouse Goddess

Saved by KaedeT

[BOOK 1] Not Edited - For the edited version see my bio Aquilam and Ignis, two clans fighting each other for more than a thousand years now. A place where everyone had a pair of wings. We were all hybrids, but with two different kinds of wings. You could have either have bird wings or the one of a dragon. For me, my wings were everything. They were my life, my freedom, and my pride. But after my father's betrayed the King, all our family was also treated as traitors. Our punishment? HELL Every day, as soon as I woke up in the morning until I went to sleep at night, the shadow of my father betrayal always haunted me. He made our lives pitiful. One day, I had enough, so I ran. I ran hating my dad for what he did to us, to ME. A hybrid like me had no chance of surviving in the wild. Not after THAT. This was now my life, trying to survive and resist this incredible and exquisite smell so close yet so far.

Myocardium by mireyasatura

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The Smile Has Left Your Eyes

"We've been best friends for fourteen years. Did you really think I wouldn't notice? I can see it... in your eyes. Your smile never reaches your eyes." -- When Aspen Ace falls, he falls hard. It's a gradual descent that happens so naturally, Aspen doesn't even recognize anything's changed until he's already neck-deep in an unrequited love for his best friend, Rafe Alvarez. Nervous and insecure, Aspen brings this new revelation to the person he trusts most-his older brother, Alex. He doesn't expect to be met with unconditional acceptance, but the reaction he receives is nightmare fodder. Regret barely scratches the surface of Aspen's emotions when his brother decides to blackmail him, but with no other option, Aspen learns to survive. Aspen can deal with the abuse as long as Alex keeps his sexuality a secret. He'll just wait it out. Aspen will graduate high school with a baseball scholarship and get the hell out of his conservative hometown... if he can endure. But he can't, and Aspen's suddenly fighting not only his brother, but the all-consuming monster in his head.