Manic-depression explained (a poem)

I tried to paint a picture (with words) for my mother mostly, who doesn't understand and has never reesearched my mental illness and how it effects me. I tried explaining what I feel and what I go through while having bipolar 1 disorder. I'd hope someone could relate, or maybe if you know someone with the same disorder and dont have a clue what they deal with mentally, maybe this could help ya understand. anyhow. enjoy!