Dear Diary...
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Ongoing7m
Last published Sun, Mar 1, 2015
DEAD. KEEPING IT UP AS A REMINDER OF HOW AWFUL I USED TO BE SO I NEVER GO BACK TO THAT HELLISH 7TH GRADE ASS WRITING.
Gilbert has secret, and he will do anything to keep Matthew from figuring it out.
He keeps his feelings in his trusty old diary, but what if someone happens to find THAT?
(ahahaha this is my first fan fiction so accept it and don't be a dickbutt)
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