In this tale we will come to learn the world through the eyes of one young man who struggles with his own personal identity. Growing up being taught to live one way but his heart telling him another. This story will come with some struggles and overcoming's. There will be some triggering in this book. You you are warned. Gay intentions, suicidal thoughts and actions, and some boy by content. If any of these are something that would bother you in anyway please do not read this book.