my name is Rya Banks I'm from a small town where everyone knows everyone's business nothing ever stays a secret In this town. Since I was little I always wanted to be something, be someone. I always thought I just wasn't good enough or pretty enough to ever make it with celebrities. It only took two really bad relationships to make me re think everything about love. I never wanted to love another soul ever again. I had lost all hope in love, and in myself. I figured there wasn't much left for me in this horrible world I'm just here taking up empty space. I had to learn I only had me and for a while I thought that's all I'd ever need was just me no one else, But there was only one person who kept me going for so long that is my godson. I didn't believe in love until I met him, that blue eyed, light brown haired celebrity. He changed everything for me in a good way, but the question is will it last or will it be lost forever. There will be smut, curse words, and abuse, sexual abuse. I'll put a warning at the beginning of the chapter!