His aura was so dark and unwelcoming. I felt unwell around him. The feeling was in my stomach. And yet I always gravitated back to him. ⚠️ smut, swearing, themes of cutting, $ui$ide and drugs ⚠️ if you don't like it, don't read it I've been working on this story privately for a while now and it was originally just for fun - but there's no harm in posting it so here it is :)