Being gifted actually sucks @ss
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I'm a burnt out "gifted", late diagnosed autistic young adult with some built-up frustration with the shitstorm we call mental healthcare, specifically surrounding giftedness, autism and other neurodivergencies. Those who should know how to deal with these things (teachers, parents, therapists, doctors) often seem to have extremely poor knowledge on neurodivergency, so by sharing my own experiences, stories and findings, I'm hoping to expand this knowledge, and I hope that some people who may recognise themselves in my experiences will know that they're not struggling alone.
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