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Complete, First published Jan 20, 2022
Mature
"I wanted what I wanted, fuck everything else. And what I wanted was her. Anaís Semaya."

"Out of all the stars in the galaxy, you're by far the most beautiful. My Yildiz."

He held me, prisoner, in his gaze, unable to escape from the hold he had on my mind, body & soul.

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Abused & belittled all her life, Anaís Solana Semaya runs away with only her will to save her little sister from the horrors known as their parents. Leaving their castle and all they've ever known to burn. Though the life ahead may seem beautiful, they are yet to know the dangers that follow & await their future. Will the ghosts and paranoia that haunt her stay hidden? When love comes along, will she be able to trust it? Or is this another plot to her demise? 

Leader of the Italian Mafia, Grey Valentino constantly carrying the burden of holding up the expectations of others and determined to be better than his father. What will happen when he finds love in the one woman he's not supposed to. After all, it's just a marriage of convenience. The most ruthless killer knocked off his course by a woman. Will she lead him to his death with a smile on her face? 

What will happen when their paths cross, is it mere coincidence, or is it something else entirely.

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