FORBID AND FORGIVE

Is it LOVE or LUST?
" You just lift me high enough for me to get broken into pieces, iniwan mo ko sa ere mag isa". huling mensaheng nabasa ko na di ko na nagawang ma replayan pa.
"Mahirap mag simula uli, kung nasanay ka nang kasama mo sya sa iyong pang araw- araw na sistema. Yung tipong magíng sa pagtulog, naka on call parin kayo. Kahit alam mong andyan lang sya sa same na lugar pero feeling ldr yung Gawain nyo".
"Because time for both of you is too little when your with each other".
Ang bills lilipas ng oras pagkasama ko sya, kaya sa bawat araw na hindi ko sya kasama it feels like she is a mile away from me. Paggising ko Andyan parin sya sa line kita ko sya, at kita rin nya ako.
Maski są trabaho andyan lang sya kahit di magsalita naka video call parin. Like there were no dull moments for both of us, because its a dream come true. I really dreamt for this moment. The relationship that we built.
But suddenly , It just vanish because of the fact that she can't give up on something!.