Cynia
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Last published Tue, Feb 15, 2022
A second. A second is all it takes to realise that you have fallen in love.
It's just that moment , and in that moment you realise that you're ruined. I am ruined. He is ruined.
He sounds angry, he scratched his forehead like I had said something preposterous.
But it's true . It's true that I can never love anyone . I am incapable of loving you. I am not perfect.
I could see his frustration and how he looked at me when he said.
"I know you're not perfect and I can't do anything about it. I just can't.
And I can't even make you perfect if that's what you want , goddammit even I am not perfect."
He closed the air between us and it felt warm. Warmth , I don't deserve . Warmth , I am incapable of giving him in return .
He continued .
"But I swear to god , trust me Cynia , just on this one, on us . We'll be perfect together.Forever."
I cupped his face with my palms. I wanted to taste his lips. I have been waiting to do it since a very long time. But instead I said.
"I'll ruin you." breathing against his lips.
"Please ruin me." His lips crashed on mine and danced. Danced in a way like he wanted me the way I wanted him.
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