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When the Heart is Ash (I'll Savor Your Warmth)

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Reads 28,711
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Parts 15
Time 4h 5m

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'The sheet filled, multicolored pen marks on each name, the more talkative students in class came more often, the quieter ones had more to talk about. Even if in the meetings, it was just a few words, a cup of tea, and a nice setting in his dorm office, the students seemed to appreciate it just about as much as Aizawa did.'

Or

Todoroki isn't  sure he knows how to survive anymore, and Aizawa wants to help his students.


CW⚠️: 
Suicidal themes
Self harm
References to child abuse
Graphic ViolenceAll Rights Reserved

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Into the woods ➸ TodoDeku by Hazzelnutz

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"Anyway, I have the list of partners, and tonight you will find things out about your partner that nobody else knows about them. Be ready to share then in class tomorrow." Aizawa said with a smirk. "Oh fuck me." Shoto whispered. "Gladly." Shoto heard someone say, making him chuckle. "The groups are [...] Bakugo and Todoroki." When Aizawa gives class 1A homework that they've never had before and pairs a certain two boys together, something might happen that nobody expected. Will they have a happy ending? Or a sad one? WARNING: This story has extreme swearing, violence, blood, self-harm, suicidal themes and homosexuality. If any of these triggers you in any way, DO NOT read. You have been warned.

I'll Have a Blue Christmas (As Long As You're Here With Me) by muytiene

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