Love and war

As I walked through the hallways all I could think about was him...the boy from my childhood....the boy that disappeared. We use to play in each others back yards almost everyday we were practically inseparable, I remember him standing up for me in school when the kids would pick on me he never once backed down..I felt protected...which was a feeling that I had lacked since the day he vanished. The idea of seeing him again after all these years scared me to the core...it was like seeing a ghost, someone or something that shouldn't be there but they are , something that you can't explain and probably never will..it made me feel sick and it filled me with an anxiety that I had never felt before...and yet I was smiling I was walking through those hallways smiling which is something I had never done before.

(This book contains material for mature audiences only, there will be mentions of abuse, sexual assault, violence, the supernatural, fantasy ect)