My love, My life
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How could he possibly love me? My eyes were a vague blue, like the sky and changed all the time; they were indiscriminate but fleeting entirely specific and disloyal, so that no one trusts me. I was always looking away. Or again at something after it has given me up, like Christopher. They were so cold and distanced not warm and loving like his. How could anyone love my eyes or me?
This fanfiction will get a bit longer than the other's since it's probably my last of Alan and Christopher.
Shout out to my friend Amy who helped me when I didn't know how to continue. She was a big help to me!
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