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My love, My life

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Reads 350
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Parts 11
Time 1h 42m

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How could he possibly love me? My eyes were a vague blue, like the sky and changed all the time; they were indiscriminate but fleeting entirely specific and disloyal, so that no one trusts me. I was always looking away. Or again at something after it has given me up, like Christopher. They were so cold and distanced not warm and loving like his. How could anyone love my eyes or me?

This fanfiction will get a bit longer than the other's since it's probably my last of Alan and Christopher. 

Shout out to my friend Amy who helped me when I didn't know how to continue. She was a big help to me!All Rights Reserved

1929 alan alanturing alexlawther christopher christophermorcom cryptography england gay homosexual jackbanon love loveislove lovestory morcom pan pride rainbow rainbowflag sherborne spring summer theimitationgame turing

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MATEO || bxb by flawed-pariah

It only took one summer to change everything. Now Camden is just trying his best to carry on with life like normal, but that's a little tricky when his memories keep haunting and some nights are so bad that sleep evades him completely. He can't even imagine how much worse it would have been if Mateo hadn't been there. But that was the summer before and Mateo's been gone for the whole year since. What happens when Mateo comes home, and how will Cam ever face him again? ___ 'He looked mostly the same as last summer, older maybe, definitely more tanned. He'd grown his hair out a little longer, so it hung lower in his eyes now. I'd seen him post a picture with his hair like that a few months ago and decided to grow mine out too. I wonder when he looked at me, did he see me as I am now, or did he see me as I was then, that night?' ___ TW: sexual assault

Wall between us by gay_romantic_stories

Do you believe in love at first sight? The feeling when you look at someone's eyes and you just know "this is mine person". Alex felt that once in his life and he know it right away. But when you really fell in love with someone it's hard talking with that person and just show your true self. Emotions are controlling you and words just doesn't come out. That's why Alex is shy and nervous around Luca even though they end up in the same friend group and seeing each other every day. By the time,Luca notices that Alex treats him differently but dont know why. Thats when the drama and cute flirting between them is starting. Follow the journey of Alex and Luca through they love story. . I writed this story to give good and no-stress time to everybody. Some story you can read when you feel down and went something to cheer you up. I didn't wanted to make this some long and heavy story, but rather something like safe place where you don't have to worry about main leads ending of stressful parts. I promise it's not boring eather. Just read if you want something to make you smile after hard day. 😊

I'm falling for you, Professor | ✔️ by BoundlessReverie

✔️ | "I have half the mind to drop you right here and fuck you against this wall, but I can think of some better things we can do in the bed." I replied, speaking sensually in his ear. "Well get to it then, professor." For years I was living my dream as an archaeologist, travelling the world with the love of my life. Everything was magnificent until we made a discovery that resulted in the death of my soul mate. Now at the age of 35, my life consists of teaching History as a professor at the University of California in Berkeley, CA. Living the same old, consistent routine on repeat. That is until a cocky young man catches my eye. He's beautiful, confident, and a pain in my ass. He's ignited a flame deep in my bones. A flame I thought would never be lit again. Maybe, just maybe I can find my happy ending. ... That is, if it isn't ripped out from under me by my daunting past. Published: May 2022 Rankings: #1 - student #12 - Lgbt (Dec 2022) #12 - Gay (Jan 2023) #12 - LGBTQ (Dec 2022) #26 - University (Dec 2022) #26 - Gaylove (Dec 2022) #26 - lgbtpride (Dec 2022) #8 - Man (Dec 2022) #5 - mxm

Just My Luck (boyxboy) by kodycolors

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The Scientist by SSEBMI

If I cannot be loved I'll be wanted. "There was basically nothing that the scientists had not altered and played with, changed it's appearance or structure. Directed electricity through it to made it move or to restart a heart, by using machines and generators. The difference was that the Gifted only needed some power of will." "The air in the rooms had grown heavier and hotter, Eliza couldn't breathe. She stood outside the bathroom, in the corner, where the hallway opened to the huge living room where the party was the most alive. Someone had gotten up to the coffee table and was dancing themselves to death. In the middle of the floor there was a honey blond boy with pearls around his neck and five people glued to him, unbuttoning his shirt, kissing his collarbone. " The weight of being expected to do great things had dragged Eliza and Kal down their whole lives. Whilst trying to find comfort to their hurt they manage to unravel truths that were hidden for a reason. And when every hand around you is soaked with unknown blood, who can you trust? The Scientist is the first book out of three to tell this story of young love, power, morality and madness. WARNING! Book rated K16 This book talks about heavy topics such as depression, de@th, child abuse and sèx. It also views over ideologies and religion, politics and other often very different feelings provoking topics. This is not a thing to comment negatively about, you have been informed. Other than that I hope you enjoy the story and (this is Wattpad so it might not be a surprise but) just so you know English isn't my first language and I'd be happy if you can inform me of some misuse of words so I can get better. Remember to be nice :) I OWN THIS STORY AND ALL IT'S RIGHTS. PLEASE REMEMBER THAT PLAGIARIZING IS A CRIME. (hey that rhymed) (hey that too) (enjoy the book, i love you :)

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The Choices I've Made (By the Bay #1) by authorjlberg

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Happy Hour (A Romantic Comedy) cover

The Choices I've Made (By the Bay #1) cover

(Mature) 𝚃𝚘 𝙱𝚎 𝙻𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚍 𝙻𝚘𝚞𝚍𝚕𝚢 (mxm) cover

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MATEO || bxb

It only took one summer to change everything. Now Camden is just trying his best to carry on with life like normal, but that's a little tricky when his memories keep haunting and some nights are so bad that sleep evades him completely. He can't even imagine how much worse it would have been if Mateo hadn't been there. But that was the summer before and Mateo's been gone for the whole year since. What happens when Mateo comes home, and how will Cam ever face him again? _ 'He looked mostly the same as last summer, older maybe, definitely more tanned. He'd grown his hair out a little longer, so it hung lower in his eyes now. I'd seen him post a picture with his hair like that a few months ago and decided to grow mine out too. I wonder when he looked at me, did he see me as I am now, or did he see me as I was then, that night?' _ TW: sexual assault