Axhaleia's Mayhem
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They say, you were born because you have a purpose, worth living. I believed it. Everything they say regarding a human's purpose of being born in this world. I wanted to find mine and live its worth. I thought...... Rather, I wished....... I was born to become an accountant, that was what I told myself. I pursued it. I was born to be an achiever and that was what I'd become. I was born to love someone so much and I did. I was born to free my family from burden. I was born to have a happy family of my own. I believed that my life will turn out okay as it goes on but, Who am I fooling? The world wouldn't let you live your life easy. Or rather the people make life hard, not the world. It will throw you stones, even large rocks to make you bend and give up. If you're strong, then it will throw you asteroids until all the things you've believed in crumble into pieces and, You yourself, will decide to crash your own life. But I am strong. The world did its best to make me give up. It gave me thousands of reasons to stay on the ground but, I always find even just one single reason to stand and fight again. But what if I grew tired? The world is wise enough to offer me rest and serenity and that will be ... Death. But of course, I needed to fight. I am not myself if I would resort to that permanent thing. Ako si Selena Axhaleia Ptelemi San Meda. A victim of child abuse. Thirsty of parents' love. Cheated by my first love. Lost a child Abandoned. Hindi ako susuko kay kamatayan. O hindi nga ba?
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~Trust Me ~
"I want a divorce." And just hearing him say that my whole world that seemed to revolve around him stopped. Gathering myself I barely managed to speak in a voice that even I could not recognise. I couldn't comprehend anything going around me. "Wh..hy?" As soon as the words left my mouth he threw the file and the photographs spread across the floor. And those photographs had me in compromising positions with not one but several men. Looking at those photos I looked straight into his eyes. Disgust and hatred. The only emotions I could see. Taking a deep breath I composed myself and tried to keep my face void of the emotions I felt at that moment. Hurt and immense pain. If he didn't trust me then he has no right to see me vulnerable too. "Is this the only reason why you want to divorce me? No other except this?" It was foolish of me to ask him but I had to make sure. Also for me trust comes before love. If he doesn't trust me I don't even want to save the relationship. "Is this not enough you whore? What else can I expect from a slut and a gold digger like you! I knew it from the start that all you showed was just a facade. Your innocence, kindness, it was all fake. I just don't believe how can I be so dumb." Was I hurt? No I was broken beyond repair. My heart ached. I felt like I was seconds away from collapsing. I had far exceeded the limit of hurt and pain. I was so powerless in that moment that I couldn't even fight with him. Love makes you strong. I have heard and felt that countless times but they always forget to mention what comes after that. Love makes you weak too. I couldn't shout at him because I loved him. But I had to be brave. For myself. ************************************************** Is love enough for two people to be together or is there something more important than love? This is story of Xander and Sophie who loved each other but still couldn't be together. Because more important than love is trust. © All rights reservedHoàn thành
Enchanted Love: The PAST-The PRESENT
~TOUCH HER AND SHE'LL KILL YOU~ They say the worst pain is losing someone. They're wrong. The real pain is knowing everything - every lie in a smile, every betrayal wrapped in love, every truth people try to bury. I see it all. I understand everyone... except myself. People look at me and see elegance, confidence, sharp intelligence. What they don't see is the silence I live in - a silence so loud it drowns my heartbeat. I used to think someone might come for me one day. Someone who wouldn't fear my mind or my power. Someone who would stay. But that kind of hope died when my parents did. Now I exist for one thing - revenge. No love. No attachments. No weakness. I don't need anyone. At least, that's the story I tell myself. - RAVEN ~~~ People fear heartbreak, betrayal, death. But you know what I fear? A life with no direction - drifting in an endless sea where strength means nothing. Everyone believes I'm the strongest man alive. The truth? Even mountains crumble if they stand alone too long. I've won wars, built empires, crushed enemies. But none of it fills the emptiness gnawing inside me. I move. I breathe. I survive. But I don't live. Some nights, I think what I really need isn't power... but a reason. A gravity strong enough to pull me out of the ocean I'm sinking in. A person who sees me - not the monster the world bows to. Until then, I drift. Silent, controlled, starving for something I'll never admit I want. - ARES
Tanner and Esme
Esme Things can become clear in a second. When I found Tanner in his office with that woman, so many things became obvious. Tanner's always held himself back from me, but now, secrets and lies come tumbling out into the light. He's never loved me and he never will. I'm no longer willing to be a placeholder in his life, and I have to end our marriage. Tanner I'd been married for four years to someone I didn't believe I loved because I thought I still loved another woman. A woman I had to give up when I chose to marry my wife after I got her pregnant. Now, the other woman's back, she's divorced and is telling me it's our time to be together. Just as soon as I divorce my wife, who's pregnant with our second child. The allure of the past was impossible to resist, so I gave in, met her at my office and my wife found us just...after. So many things became clear to me even before I looked into my wife's devastated eyes. What had I done? I knew what I'd done, and now I had to prove to my wife that she's the one I want.Hoàn thành![Frustrated Lover [Rewritten]](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/29077702-256-k393303.jpg)
Frustrated Lover [Rewritten]
Everything in my life was pure frustration. I was not my parents' favorite. It started when I was a kid. They neglected me, and used me like a recycled trash, needed when necessary. I was not in good terms with my siblings. They could not understand the man I am. My friends ditched me a long time ago. I did not graduate High School with the highest average. My parents blamed me a lot about it and I had been a major disappointment, as the heir to their company, though I achieved the highest marks in college. I did not inherit my father's company. I was weak, they said. My brother was better than me. As if I haven't heard that before. As if it wasn't true. It was my prodigal brother, Aden Henry. It's always been him, and my sister, Alissa Marie. Aden inherited the company. Alissa became a renowned psychiatric expert with her own mental institution with one thousand patients a year. I just became a mere fashion designer, drowned in my misery with my son, Aaron Charles. My wife cheated on me. She was a predator and I was the prey. My heart turned into stone a long time ago. Even my son was not an exception. But how would I survive? I can't function properly anymore. I only needed my wife to act like a normal person, but she's gone. But now, she wants me back. What should I do? No one would dare to know the real Alvin Schemer. They've only seen the front. They never tried to go deep. But I will not trust anymore. I don't know if she was worth it. I don't know if anyone is worth it, when in the end, it's me and my tears that I hate again.Hoàn thành
LILIES OF DECEPTION
Life is unfair, umpisa pa lang ng buhay ko, alam ko nang ganito talaga ka-unfair and mundo. We sometimes think to ourselves.. "What did I do to deserve this kind of pain? This kind of treatment?" But in the end..? We will always be left alone with these kinds of unanswered questions. For me, love is something that we can fight for, but.. we're not always lucky enough to win. For how long will we have to fight for something that is so close yet too far to reach? I wanna stay here and forget reality.. I wanna run away, and it makes me wonder.. Does happiness really exist if I lived without you?
''FEAR Not To LOVE Again"
When I submitted this entry to thewattys2019, sobrang excited ako, and I really wish to return the money I lost from the SCAM....I was victim and the only way remedy to have it is through selling this works of mine. Sana talaga mabawi ko para sa small business ba, hindi ko kayang manloko ng kapwa but the saddest part is why me to be a victim, napakabuti naman ng puso ko but why AKO pa....nahirapan akong maka get over sa experienced na iyon as in, wala na ngang magandang love life pati money matters ba naman huhuhu! Sana mapansin nila ang story na ito and I am willing to sell it....I don't need fame or to become famous but practically wise of course I am hypocrite if I say I don't need need CASH coz I badly need it in my daily way of living....keep on hoping :-) It tackles the way how parents motivated their sons, daughters and their upbringing :-) It shows how parents raised their children through the different ways of molding them. Apparently the EX role here are the most disgusting character ever! Even in the Holy Bible, in Songs of Songs; Solomon expressed romance to someone who was admirable and charming...and in every book, those sensitive issues are part as an ingredient and key to have a successful life for the couple so that is automatically noticeable ;-) Well this is also based from TRUE STORY, totoong may bawiang nangyari ng isang ina sa anak na muntik ng itanan but I have made many TWISTS and this original story is only from my own writing :-)Hoàn thành
AGATHOS (COMPLETED)
Every time our eyes met, it felt like joy itself recognized me-as if something sweet and familiar had been waiting just beneath the surface of ordinary days. The world was coming undone around me, losing shape, losing sense, and then you arrived-not as a solution, but as something given, something sacred, to make up for everything that never made sense. I don't know how to live forward without you-not well, not truthfully. I'm just one of your ordinary children, a strand in the thread of this wild, beautiful family, but if you're not woven in, I don't think the rest of the tapestry matters. I can't imagine a world for Kinsle where your voice doesn't rise somewhere in the wind, guiding, grounding, reminding us how to belong. I've never done well with change, with discomfort, with the unfamiliar-I've been enduring what everyone calls the "normal stuff," and none of it feels normal if you're not there. Who could ever be more than you? Who could ever outshine you? I never asked for much in this life-never longed for things, never chased material gold-pero mukhang hindi ko yata kaya na mawala ka sa akin. I don't think I could bear it. And yet, that's what people say. When they hold something so precious, their soul aches-they always say, "Hindi ko kakayanin kung mawawala ka." "Hindi ko kaya mamuhay ng wala ka." I say it too, but what makes me different? What would it take for this ache to be more than just another echo? Maybe it starts here-with trembling, with truth, with admitting that I've heard the words "Do not be afraid" more times than I can count, and still, I am. No one ever said that faith sometimes stutters. And that, too... might be holy.Hoàn thành
My Brother's Hurtful Words (Completed)
Isang batang babae, ang nakaupo sa tabi ng bintana, ang kanyang ilong ay nakasandal sa malamig na salamin. "Masaya siguro kami kung hindi sila nawala sa amin,bakit napakadaya ng mundo?" Sa labas, ang mundo ay isang makulay at matunog, ngunit sa loob, nakakaramdam siya ng isang kawalan na tumutunog sa kanyang dibdib at unti unti napupuno ng kalungkutan at pananabik na makasama ang kanyang nakakatandang kapatid na ngayon ay mas malamig sa yelo kung tratuhin siya. Araw-araw, pinapanood niya ang ibang mga bata na naglalaro, ang kanilang tawanan ay tumatalbog sa mga pader, isang paalala ng kagalakan na hindi niya naranasan sa loob ng maraming taon. Ang kanyang kapatid na lalaki, ang kanyang tagapagtanggol, ang kanyang mapagmahal, ay wala na. Mahigpit niyang hinahawakan ang isang kupas na litrato, ang mga gilid ay makinis mula sa hindi mabilang na paghawak, at bumubulong ng isang tahimik na panalangin, umaasa na sa isang lugar, sa paanuman, maririnig niya ang kanyang pagnanais. "Hinihiling ko na sana ay bumalik na kami sa kung ano ang trato namin noon.Namimiss ko na siya,namimiss ko na ang mga oras na nasa tabi ko siya at pinapatahan,inaalagaan,minamahal ako ng kuya ko." Unti unti nagsilaglagan ang mga luha na kanina pa niya pinipigilan. "K-kuya....k-kuya f-flavin ko!" ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Start: September 03,2022 End: August 20,2023 Edit Date:Sept 16,2023 Finish: June 23,2025 Edit Date Again:Jan 22,2026Hoàn thành
"I want a divorce." And just hearing him say that my whole world that seemed to revolve around him stopped. Gathering myself I barely managed to speak in a voice that even I could not recognise. I couldn't comprehend anything going around me. "Wh..hy?" As soon as the words left my mouth he threw the file and the photographs spread across the floor. And those photographs had me in compromising positions with not one but several men. Looking at those photos I looked straight into his eyes. Disgust and hatred. The only emotions I could see. Taking a deep breath I composed myself and tried to keep my face void of the emotions I felt at that moment. Hurt and immense pain. If he didn't trust me then he has no right to see me vulnerable too. "Is this the only reason why you want to divorce me? No other except this?" It was foolish of me to ask him but I had to make sure. Also for me trust comes before love. If he doesn't trust me I don't even want to save the relationship. "Is this not enough you whore? What else can I expect from a slut and a gold digger like you! I knew it from the start that all you showed was just a facade. Your innocence, kindness, it was all fake. I just don't believe how can I be so dumb." Was I hurt? No I was broken beyond repair. My heart ached. I felt like I was seconds away from collapsing. I had far exceeded the limit of hurt and pain. I was so powerless in that moment that I couldn't even fight with him. Love makes you strong. I have heard and felt that countless times but they always forget to mention what comes after that. Love makes you weak too. I couldn't shout at him because I loved him. But I had to be brave. For myself. ************************************************** Is love enough for two people to be together or is there something more important than love? This is story of Xander and Sophie who loved each other but still couldn't be together. Because more important than love is trust. © All rights reserved
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