‼️ discontinued ‼️ We all know the friends to lovers trope, but what if it had more angst? started 1/23/22 updates every 5-15 days This story includes - sensitive topics such as panic attacks and mental breakdowns, heavy language, possible smut, shorter chapters this is my first serious book so the writing style or format may be bad so please forgive me! !! DISCLAIMER !! This story does NOT depict Hyunjin or Chan as people, nor is this story real. This story is ONLY fanFICTION. Chan and Hyunjin are NOT together and if that is, it isn't any of our business. this story is strictly FICTIONAL. In addition to this, I do NOT own any photos used in this story, nor do I own the song this story is based on, I only own the story. please do not repost without my permission!