'Maybe', that's something I tell myself everyday, maybe I'll get better, maybe the world won't feel like it's crushing in on me, maybe today...will be a good day. Maybe doesn't mean yes. It doesn't mean it will. Maybe is just an excuse to not say no. It's fake. But I fear maybe I am too. This book might have some really triggering scenes. if reading about Self harm Eating disorders Suicidal ideation Suicide Will put you in any danger please skip this book. ⚠️this is the only warning I'm giving you⚠️All Rights Reserved