When You Stop Aging

"It's pitch dark. No sound, smell, or temperature, it even feels like there's no air. It's like space, dark, and isolated. It's uncomfortable and oddly comforting at the same time" this short quote from the first chapter of this story "When You Stop Aging" is just a brief look at what Illumi Zoldyck is experiencing while he is floating through life. Illumi is the oldest to a family of assassins and never really felt like he was good enough for anything and was confused on what Love actually was. Until he met Hisoka Morrow. The two characters start to grow together but Illumi was still the detached and psychological person that he always was, so this brings the question. can you ever find happiness and love, if you were born with the inability to?