Inner monologue.
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Elio is a gay teen-adult in Sixth Form, and with his best friends, he will explore his feelings and adolescent life, as well as figure out whether his hatred for a certain boy isn't something else.
Your mind is your own personal anti-christ, capable of initiating wars or guiding you through the mist that is this life. A mist that blinds you from the truth, and keeps you focused on the dirt below your feet. Only through your inner monologue will you be able to judge if the noises amidst the path you walk on are the crickets inside the bush or the buzzing anxiety in your head.
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