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ChewyTheChupacabra

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BOOK 2 OF DIAMONDBACK SERIES

"I don't like to think of myself as being like Dad, but sometimes I look in the mirror and see his dark eyes and flared nostrils and creased frown lines. And I hate that about myself."
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After an untimely death in the family, Antoine Gotō is alone for the first time in his life, being left with no one but his absent mother, self-centered father, and an untouched journal that his therapist insists he writes in every day.

TRIGGER WARNINGS: strong language, mention of suicide, talks of anxiety and depressionAll Rights Reserved

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