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All The Pain I Needed

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Reads 136
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Parts 6
Time 58m

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Octavia is living her best life, until one day everything falls apart. While going through a traumatic break up, she is meeting new people and finding out some secrets about her family. Via is desperately trying to heal from everything she goes through, but she keeps getting hurt again and again. 
Is she going to be able to cope with all of that pain? What is her life going to turn into? Is the fight going to be worth it? 

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"Behind Closed Doors" by ariesss1794

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Falling Into Bloom by imperfectgift

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"Behind Closed Doors"

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