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After Emma Died

thebrinkofblasphemy

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Reads 755
Votes 77
Parts 9
Time 12m

thebrinkofblasphemy

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After Emma Died is a collection of letters, poems, and other things I imagine people would write after a girl committed suicide.

VERY loosely based on me.

PLEASE NOTE: This story contains references to suicide, familial abuse, drug use, and more.
(I will update this warning as I rewrite.)

Also Note: This story basically sucks a lot and you definitely shouldn't read it if you're considering commuting suicide or if you're not in a good mental place. Your safety is a thousand times more important than my shitty story.All Rights Reserved

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12 Reasons Why

Emma Wilson hates her life. She hated everything about it from the bullies at school who tortured her, to her fake friends who truthfully didn't want anything to do with her. The only reason she stayed alive and fought through the world of depression, and the demons inside of her head was because of 12 boys. 12 viners who changed her life. But eventually those 12 weren't enough to keep her breathing, to keep her happy. So she does something she never thought she would do. She kills herself. Before she did she wrote letters 12 letters. 12 letters addressed to those 12 guys. And she sent them. Find out what she said. Find out her last words. Find out those 12 guys's reactions. Find out the dirty secrets of Emma's past in 12 Reasons Why.