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Last published Mon, Jan 5, 2015
******TRIGGER WARNING FOR THE PASSAGE DOWN BELOW: DEPRESSION, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS*****
Please turn back if you are easily triggered, I don't want any of you to get hurt.
It's been happening since he was 14. It's been 9 years. Has it gotten better? No. He’d been stuck in his room on the days he felt like he was the worse scum of the earth, not wanting to move or do
anything, contemplating suicide calmly, as if it wasn't a decision that would completely erase his conscience from existence. If anything, he thought it'd be better for everyone if he was gone. He thought it would be better for himself if he was gone.
I'm so sorry. This plot has been overdone but yay for unoriginality + tiny bit of hoping for originality.
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