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I Don't Like Who I Was Or Who I Am
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Complete, First published Jan 27, 2022
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After Draco fled from Hogwarts, everyone wondered where he went, searched for him for a year everyone was giving up hope, and harry was beyond sick, everyone had forgotten that in his generation you have to drink the blood of your soulmate to survive. the only people who knew where Draco went off to though were Dumbledorth, the ghost in the bathroom, and pansy. But they swore not to tell no matter what, it wasn't easy not at all but Draco didn't want them to know. As it was getting harder for harry to get out of bed every day, Draco was off in Italy, he always loved a lazy afternoon, that was until pansy started beckoning him home.
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