From This Moment

"She's proof that you can walk through hell and still be an angel"

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Areum-Jay Matthews is a 17 year old korean-american living in korea with her younger brother Aaron and her father.

After the passing of her mother things were good for awhile until that night that left her shattered.Suffering from insomnia and sinking into depression she self harms to cope, all while trying to gain guardianship of her brother and as if fate wanted to right a wrong seven guys made appearance into her life and turned her world upsidedown.

Follow Areum's journey as she struggles trying to keep herself afloat while trying to keep her distance from the guys that seem to care about her way more than she understands especially one person in particular more so than the others.
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"Can't you see the way his face lights up when he sees you?"

I turn my head my eyes latching on to the mentioned person I couldn't help tracing his features a grin on his face as he spoke to aaron, as if feeling my gaze his eyes found mine I could see the hurt and pain concealed in them though his smile never left his face.

I looked away my heart constricting painfully knowing I'm the Cause;

"I'm nothing but a broken girl trying to survive for her brother, I can't give him what he wants I'm not good for him. He deserves more than someone who has depression issues and self harms, I won't let him settle for me" I said even though it felt like poison on my tongue

"How are you so sure that your not good enough for him? He's seen all your struggles, maybe not all but he accepts them we all have. He loves you and I know you feel the same,and I'll be damned if I let you act like you don't"

My eyes burn holding back the tears begging to be released.

"I do...so much it feels like I can't breathe until he's there and its terrifying" I finally admit

Joon gives me a soft smile no doubt seeing my unshed tears

"Then you know what to do"he says.