Dear Notes,
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Last published Fri, Jun 24, 2016
Dear notes,
Hey notes it's March 8th, 2014 and I came here to talk to you about my life and I just wanted to say no one understands that I cough for a reason and it makes me upset cause I always get yelled at for it and my parents think they understand why I do it but they don't the don't believe anything I tell them cause they just think I'm worrying to much but I'm not like I live everyday struggling to eat and at night breathe and it makes me think why me why doesn't anyone believe me why won't anyone listen to me when I talk I can't I just can't help it sometimes I wanna cry but no tears come out some people think I'm all tuff but im not I may come off as tuff because that's my wall my barrier also I bring a water with me everywhere Bc of something I went through and if I don't have I spaz and my mom is like you don't need but I do like your not me you don't know what I'm going through so just stop and hear me out help me just save me...Okay well that's it thxs for listening
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