As I said to some of my friends, I want a guy who can understand me, who will love, protect, care and never let go of me. Everyday he'll go and check me. Making sure that things won't go bad just because I frown a little. Someone who will listen to my crazy thoughts and laugh at my corny jokes. Even if I'll be ugly or I am ugly, he still says that I am pretty, cute? or maybe just some little truths that everybody won't say. I wish he'll just treat me like a super duper pretty close awesome best friend or a pretty cute little sister if we will have a relationship. Lucky of me if he is capital H O T. My best friend waves his hand in front of my eyes. "Hey you okay?"