Words kept under my pillow
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I looked at the butterflies surrounding my body
They smiled and decorated my skin with their wings
They took flight with me in their arms I know its too unrealistic to be true
They feared that fire might englobe me whole and take me away from them so they buried me deep under the ground
I could see some smiles on their face while some cried but still smiled at the way they decorated my body with flowers and petals
The butterflies learned to kiss my bones so that I don't feel alone
They knew I would feel lonely all alone 6 feet under but I knew they were just above me
Planting flowers and plants above my grave
They took care of the flowers while I could only see the thrones
But nonetheless I smiled because I now knew I had someone caring for me
Even though I am gone and its already too long
The butterflies will take care of me
~redinsoline
I saw myself visibility changing under your stares
~her
Poetry book dedicated to people I once loved.
For people who want to cry cause I sure did writing this
Do not copy my work.
By redinsoline
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