Striving for Skinny
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Ongoing6m
Last published Sat, May 16, 2015
I'm just your run of the mill fat girl pouring her heart out on Wattpad, or am I? This may or may not be a fictional story/diary of a fat girl struggling with an eating disorder.
I update most days.
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