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why not

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emmathewriter08

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why are you doing this to yourself?

why not?

this story is a story that revolves around eating disorders, self harm, depression, grief, and suicide. if you are triggered by any of these things, I don't recommend reading this story.

this story follows a girl named Ellison. 
     how can a girl who never wanted to live find joy in such a guy like him? 

this is my first story so please comment and rate!! love you all so much!

just remember that every storm runs out of rain! keep going! 

eating disorder hotline: 1-800-931-2237
depression and suicide hotline: 1-800-273-8255
also remember you can always message me!All Rights Reserved

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